I'm still having a hard time putting into words what I've been pondering. I've actually been very discouraged these past few days about these questions. I can't tell if God is nudging me to make changes or if the devil is trying to pull me down.
Is being a full time homemaker (without children) really what God wants for me?
Am I supposed to be doing something to help fulfill the Great Commission (Matthew 28:18-20)?
Is it selfish to be spending my life at home, only ministering to my husband? Do I need to pursue volunteer work?
Is it okay for me to pursue additional education when I don't have a traditional career?
Am I doing enough? I've always been a driven person, whether with education or career or finances. Now I feel like "all" I am doing is taking care of my husband. It's not that it's not a noble thing to do, but is it enough? Is homemaking really a Biblical calling?
I have a bunch of questions and I'm not sure where to find the answers. I'm praying but I'm not sure I know how to listen for God's response.